1. |
Bittersweet Everglow
03:00
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An indulgent photograph in the sky
You can’t hide it, it’s suicide for the mind
I’ve beaten my fears today
I lost it along the way
Can’t give anymore
I tried
You swore life goes on
But in the end, we latch onto feeling…
So bittersweet
A blanket statement will swallow us
Forgive me, I do not know who to trust
I’ve become a castaway
And I lost you along the way
Can’t give anymore
I tried
You swore life goes on
But in the end, we latch onto the…
Everglow
Everglow
Everglow
Everglow
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2. |
Unhappy
03:52
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Calm your mind
Tell me if it works
Free of all…
The problems that would hurt you
Complicated apology…
Isn’t that bad
It’s that bad
Forgive the time that you gave me
Now I’m happy
Unhappy
happy
I made a move…
To give me better health
Years of agony
Diminished when I took you
Complicated apology…
Isn’t that bad
It’s that bad
Forgive the time that you gave to me
Now I’m happy
Unhappy
happy
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3. |
Calcium
03:12
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Wake up at 3am
Calcium dreams again
You can’t imagine how I’m feeling
Sweating through my clothes
Why me? I’ll never know
I am amazed by how this happens
Days grow shorter
As my life flies by
Nights like these remind me…
That one day I’ll die
But for now, I’m doing fine
Can’t keep anything down
I’m hopeless by all accounts
The dread keeps appearing every hour
Maybe I need some help
Actual medical help
Can’t do it on my own
Thanks for listening
Days grow shorter
As my life flies by
Nights like these remind me…
That one day I’ll die
But for now, I’m fine
Pump me full of something so I won’t be miserable
The pain invigorates my hatred jammed into my skull
It’s happened twice, if it happens again, I’ll just complain
But honestly, I’d rather die than pass this edged pain
Days grow shorter
As my life flies by
Nights like these remind me…
That one day I’ll die
But for now, I’m doing fine
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4. |
Lost Forever
02:46
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Take a week to think about
All of the things that you got wrong
I’m still allowed to feel sad
At the end of the day…
It’s bigger than you think
Everything feels like a movie
When you’re lost forever
Bon voyage and total loss of words
It hurts that you hurt
Pieces fall and collect dust
Wait for their chance to become whole
I understand why you’d feel that way
Defiant and brash
We go our separate ways
Everything feels like a movie
When you’re lost forever
Bon voyage and total loss of words
It hurts that you hurt
I’m made out to be something that I’m not
Accept it now cause it’s too late to get right
Everything feels like a movie
When you’re lost forever
Bon voyage and total loss of words
It hurts that you hurt
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5. |
Grief
01:49
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It feels so weird when people come up to me and ask me…
“I had no idea. Just how did he die?”
You fear for my soul. I’m young, but it does not matter.
Two years removed with no words, no goodbyes.
There’s no right or wrong
Way to feel when you’re gone
There’s not only one way
To grieve when your brain can’t feel nothing
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6. |
Pretend
03:33
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Gather around
Take in the breath of the world
Don’t make a sound
It’s too late to care
I feel like I’m out of control
The problem’s not within my soul
Wake up and come back to this life
Within time you will know
The biggest lie ever told
A frightening locale
You wanted to prove them all right
Reading the words
I made up my mind
I feel like there’s no going back
Implemented all that I needed now
Turn away gently into madness
Within time you will know
The biggest lie ever told
Don’t be scared, it’s all pretend
The love you feel will come again
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7. |
Crumble
02:44
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In a bad mood all week
Can’t look past the surface
Thought about you again today
And I just want to follow…
Footsteps that only reset…
Each time we cry out for meaning…
For anything
Plagued with hollow skin
That can’t seem to toughen out the edges
Can’t appreciate all the things that you
Have to offer…
To me
I’m sorry
Blank stare
There’s nothing…
After we crumble away
First in line to reach out
Last to notice you’ve gone…
Away
There you’ll stay
For all of time
Im glad
I knew you then
I know you now
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8. |
Face Without A Name
03:26
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Look inside and see the way you were
I’ve been this way, can’t change it now
I’m done
A spectrum only others will define
When you look at me do you…
See a face
Without a name
I get caught up
When things don’t go my way
Remove myself from social enterprise
It’s too hard to exist when nothing’s right
You talk too much, it drills right through my brain
Can I have one day where…
Everything
Is going great
You look at me
Am I worthy
Of love?
See a face
Without a name
I get caught up
When things don’t go my way
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9. |
An Exit
04:56
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I’m happy with myself and things that I’ve been through
But I second guess when my brain thinks of what you want me to do
Expectations ruin the part of us that us that we like
It’s internal struggle, anxiety and self-doubt til we die
What comes next?
I don’t know
I’m scared of what I’ll be when you’re gone
Eternal life, it lasts so long
We’ll build an exit when we’ve had enough
You just have to walk right through the door
I mask my feelings cause I don’t want to be seen as a joke
But that’s up for interpretation for the ones that love you most
The panic subsides, but I know that I’m on an endless road
One day I’ll be okay with the thought of moving on letting go
What comes next?
I don’t know
I’m scared of who I’ll be when you’re gone
Eternal life, it lasts so long
We’ll build an exit when we’ve had enough
You just have to walk right through the door
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